Man. I’m trying my best to handle everything that comes my way in a calm, smart way. Right now I don’t exactly know how to handle or go abt with a few things. Some things I can not let go by and some things I can. I am so stress with things. I want to scream. Some ppl are just very inconsiderate and clueless. Taking deep breaths can only calm me down for a minute. I feel hopeless and stuck. Ugh FML..

well we moved in to a 2 bedroom, 2 bathroom apartment in july with my friend. it has been wonderful here. i have been so happy and stress free. my husband is working and im going to school. My baby has gave me everything I want and need. We have been hanging in there strong and our relationship has been amazing. We have our own things and it feels good to buy your own groceries. We are going on 5 years in December. <3

aha hey!! Its been a while since i’ve been on here. my life has changed a lot since the last time i wrote on here. i moved out my parents house into an apartment with my man, my good friend and his gf. lol my life is perfect right now <3

dude wat does it take for ppl to be happy. why do ppl make things difficult? i personally feel that ppl but to much thought into this and worry abt shit that doesnt matter. instead of ppl being happy they’re worried abt the next one.. ugh i dont get it!

ahaha i laugh when these guys from my past try and come back in my life with the same dumb shit i left them with like get the fuck out of here with that shit.. ahaha like come on now grow up try a different aproach bcus that one didnt work then and its not gonna work now.. some ppl are just slow!! ahahaha

well, ppl please be happy for me.. my husband and i made up! lol i knew it was gonna happen soon but it hurt when it happen stilll because we took care of a huge problem! i love my hubby!

well its 2:54 am and i cant sleep, yesterday was the hardest day of my life and im just so sad. my bf and i broke up, but its sumthing that was suppose to happen in order to see if our love is strong enough or not. he hurt me and i explain how and he just doesnt want to understand how he hurt me? i mean hes my world and he knows it but i know im an awesome gf and if we doesnt open his eyes and realize his wrongs hes gonna lose me forever. i cant live without him but that doesnt mean that we have to be together. He fucked up and im feed up with ignoring my feelings in order for us not to fight. i have been the dummy for too long. as hurt as i am, im not gonna be the fool anymore. he has to meet me half way or i’ll just have to work on living without him. he is so amazing but when it comes to wat we fought abt and that matters too. so, im just here crying and gonna be crying for a min but i deserve to be treated like a queen and how i feel towards things shouldnt be questioned, when your in a relationship you should have no problem dropping ppl for the one you love specially if their just some little hood rats. but idk man. im a cry and try and get over it… he’ll come to his senses if we were meant to be if not. he will forever remain in my heart and life will go on..